The Last Load!

Dear Diary,

Well today is was the final day... the final day inside my first house. I thought I was going to be okay, but as we approached the final load in the car, I could feel myself on the edge of tears. However, when Rockstar suggested doing one final walk through to make sure we got everything I sucked in the tears. When I got to the kitchen, I lost it. I couldn't believe that my choices took me down this path. I thought back to when I first lived on my own and tried to figure out how I got here.

Once I got home, I felt closer to being at ease. Rockstar is truly that... he keeps trying comforting me. During all of this I also begin to feel guilty for finding someone so forgiving. I am truly grateful to have found such a wonderful man!

A few key phrases are going through my head as I am trying settle in for the night: Keep moving forward... There are other less fortunate... live and learn... but the most important, LIFE IS GOOD!

Things that are keeping my chin up? Fiance, family, excellent friends, love, Christmas, laughter, kindness, generosity.