“The key to change... is to let go of fear.” - Roseanne Cash

Dear Diary, Lots of change... change is good. Rockstar and I have been living together for almost a month now. We've only been dating for about four months... so what a whirl wind experience this has been.

I follow a blog called 'Indexed.' It's a blog that puts a visual image to things the author hears, sees, or reads. Some of the posts are quite entertaining; others require a little thought. This image is a good example of one that you need to really look at and consider. This one was titled 'The Start-Up Checklist.' I feel that this could apply to many areas of my life. My relationship with Rockstar... my job change to Kindergartern... Increased awareness in the need for me to be more financially responsible. [Oy!]

I'm excited about where my life is and excited to see where it's going. I'm scared about where my life is and where my life is going. I have so many wonderful events happening, but at the same time I can get myself worked up to being anxious because I know that they could very quickly disappear. [Oy!]

This visual sums up a lot of feelings for me. I need to become more... responsible, open, and.. not sure what else fits here. I need a responsibility angel to keep me on track and focus on the light at the end of the tunnel.